For this image I wanted to tell my story: how anxiety feels to me. More specifically, when I go out in public. I always feel that everyone is watching me and judging me for how I act, or how I look. I wanted to try and express how this felt.
I tried to create more contrast by making the figure a brighter blue and changing the filter on myself. I replaced the eyes in the background. I'm torn between two options: making the figure seem transparent or not. In the one that seems transparent (left), the eyes are a very low opacity; I tried to make them not interfere with the figure's own eyes. I also added a blur to the figure to make it seem a bit more ghastly.
I couldn't decide on one final image because these ideas were so different from each other. Therefore, I decided to include both. I made changes to this one, moving my cat Margo to the empty negative space that the nightstand was creating. I feel that the composition is more balanced this way. I wanted to include multiple perspectives in one image to represent the often chaotic, tiring aspects of a daily routine. Imposing my cat over these perspectives is hinting at small moments that bring serenity while dealing with chaos. As for this second image, I decided to create a duality of spaces. I wanted to keep the idea of a liminal space, but I wanted to contrast it with something a bit happier. My idea behind this, regarding my concept of "routine," is similar to a crossroads; which path will you take? This hallway is one I go down every day, and their endings suggest how the day might end. The path on the left is one of negative emotions: unsafe and insecure. The path to t...
I decided to take my self-portrait into a slightly different direction. I had a rough idea for a title: "The Duality of Perception." Essentially, what I'm trying to describe in this image is my struggles with body dysmorphia. On the left is how others perceive me, which is being overshadowed by my own perception of myself (on the right). The background is a painting of my own. It was for an abstract project in my painting class, which I struggled with a lot. The painting, therefore, is associated with a lot of negative feelings.
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